So this is just a 'filler' post. You know, the kind where you put in, just to fill up space. Well, I can't think of anything 'exciting' to blog about. I wouldn't consider myself a blogger anyways. More of a ringo person. But now since that part will be ka-poot in a few weeks, I should start getting my brain going and come up with some good stuff.
Can't just wake up one day and start blogging about sponges, or how do you really eat pomegranates? do you pronounce them POM-granit. POMMY-granit? pom-GRA-nit! Can't figure that out. But these creativeness doesn't have to happen during the day. At night, maybe i'm sitting on the floor typing on my laptop whilst looking at the PCmoniter instead, because the monitor on said laptop is blanking. And i can pull up blogs out of the sky, and talk about my life at work, the lessons i've learned while growing. All the while, i'm hurling a dog toy across the room about 50 times because all my dog wants to do is have a good time and play, while i'm also looking for Danity Kane tickets.
I mean how do these ones do it? funny enough probably two of them will be reading this.
It's a gift they got. And all of them makes sense. No joke. Even the comic strips. Once I get the background story behind it, it all makes sense. But still, really, it's jeenyus. There aren't too many people that I know of, that are that unique, original or ___(insert adjective )_____ in prose.
So, this is the first one i've done since the big move. Life's been alright so far. You know the usual trials here trial there. Test this about you, clean up this thing about you. Then there's the occasional "she'll never like me".....or "If that were possible, what could she possibly see in me?". You know they say "think positive"....well i guess i'm positively sure "she'll never see me that way" i'm just a "friend". But we don't need to get into that right now.
Just finished up with some June 7th stuff. It's a stressful thing. Not just for the obvious reason, but just the planning. You have friends who are willing to help. But just the planning part is worrisome. This is the phase of my life where everything is just at a hold. Can't think, no motivation, my mind is just "BLAH" and time is just speeding up faster. Just when you think this year couldn't get any worse, you get hit with a situation that reminds you "No, there's more to it. Look alive son, you're gonna need it!" But amazing this is, i'm still here. I haven't gone nuts (If i did, then someone's not telling me HA) I haven't lost everything (Although a nice chunk is now) I still have family. But more importantly, I have spiritual protection, as well as a hope that is even more real than it was 3 weeks ago.
Yup, all in a days work.
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You're amazing man. I'm not too good with words, at all, i mean, like, when to say things or which words to choose or with what order i mean that's all kinda hard sometimes. Writing's kinda easier. Things kinda get in a traffic jam in my head and I may say things too soon or its too late and don't say anything at all or i just say the wrong thing.
But I think we're among the few who feel the comfort in just letting go in singing a song or making one or adding to one or just sitting in silence to listen to one with some people we love.
Anyways, I've found that whatever goes down you always keep up your pace. So that's why you're awesome.
its pom-uh-gran-it.
-Heenway
i can honestly say that i understand the difficulty in a "filler" anything. not just posts to fill a blog. but moments to fill a week. words to fill the silence. especially awkward ones where you're grasping really hard to say things right and proper, or the right tone to console another while swallowing the hurt in your own heart. like, wutinda, we're here to comfort, so why are your tears falling from our eyes? its weird sometimes. anyway, there are different phases and moments when the appropriate people are just there when you need them i believe.
mm yeah. the fillers are difficult sometimes. but at those same moments, necessary. especially when youve been holding your breath for how long. sometimes all we need is to just exhale.
fillafillafilla!!!
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